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morgans vlogs
morgans vlogs 15 kun oldin
I love you 🖤 even if you don’t feel loved remember that you are and life always works out for the best
Kirstie Brown
Kirstie Brown Kun oldin
Girl!! The universe is screaming to you, LEAVE LA IT'S NOT FOR YOU! Youre a real girl living in a fake world... And unfortunately LA is filled with the fakest humans who will stand on anyone to get ahead.... Love and light to you girl, you got this!!! 💪💪💪
Elaine S
Elaine S 3 kun oldin
Morgan, move the hell out of California and close to your mom and family! You seem like you do not feel fulfilled in life and that alone time is torture. (this was me as well for years). It is not a crime to want a relationship and a family. Don't let our current society make you think that way! Go back home and stop torturing yourself! California ain it!!
Another Droid
Another Droid 5 kun oldin
Do you always feel this way? Know that PMS isn’t the only time hormones hit. There are different times throughout the month. And even when on estrogen is high, the good feelings can sometimes bring a mix of anxiety. In the second two weeks, the body processes sugar and caffeine differently, which can change moods too. Not to say it’s all hormones, but getting a good understanding of them can help add to your picture. Maybe Clue app or Daylio are good to track. You may find that similar perceptions happen during the month. With knowledge these variations can become superpowers. Lots of happy and love to you! 🌻
Sasha Gold
Sasha Gold 5 kun oldin
@Cat Feathers thank you so much. So happy to know they’re are such beautiful people still in the world 💓💓
Cat Feathers
Cat Feathers 7 kun oldin
@Sasha Gold hang in there beautiful. Life will get better, my stranger-friend.
Alicia Huerta
Alicia Huerta Soat oldin
I am on the verge of a breakdown but instead of dealing with it I keep doing things. I don't have anyone to come to, so being busy is really the few coping mechanisms that I know. Watching your videos and I relate to so much, love your work.
becky keatley
becky keatley 7 soat oldin
Morgan just want to say I love watching your videos .You are naturally hilarious and and a genuinely decent person X
Meg M
Meg M 7 soat oldin
Most of the sunglasses she said no to looked rlly cute . But why do u have them if u don’t like them
festus ewere
festus ewere 8 soat oldin
Alex 8 soat oldin
I know this feeling so much when I went through health issues and now with the way of the world it’s going on again (yuck) I get they whole random body parts hyper analyzing every sensation and feeing so disconnected and weird and empty thing, I try to journal and all this stuff and it feels very monotonous sometimes and non productive....I’m also very emotional I come off as like “care free” people think I’m just easy going but I’m also a “simp” I want hugged held and for others to just be careful with my heart. I also secretly want to be one of those girls that like does cheesy shit and doesn’t judge mysef for liking it I don’t understand it like I want to be that basic bitch that’s like happy to celebrate national pizza day or national dog day and whatever and be oblivious and enjoy it haha But I want to say thank you I’m also going to try getting around and doing things to help gain confidence or a sense of grounding myself within myself again, so thank you for motivating me and helping me not to feel so alone wish I could give you a hug but that would be weird so sending you a giant virtual one it will get better 🥰 we just have to ride the waves and see from the trough up at the crest and be more grateful in moments we aren’t in this weird place and more loving to ourselves when we are in the trough ❤️
googlypub 9 soat oldin
did anyone else think every single pair of sunnies looked great on her?
jgirl 34
jgirl 34 10 soat oldin
At least u know what ur issues are and own them, that's half the battle! Sending good vibes! ❤
Amber Nicole
Amber Nicole Kun oldin
The whole video be like a roller coaster
I Kalos
I Kalos Kun oldin
I love your vibe and you're special. ❤️
Commentator541 Kun oldin
Last time you were struggling during vlogmas guuurl
Mr. Ting
Mr. Ting Kun oldin
It is painful to finish the whole video. I feel overwhelmed watching Morgan going through all these emotions. This video just too heavy and too depressed to watch.
Elizabeth Beam
Elizabeth Beam Kun oldin
I'm in the "maybe I'm not alone" group💜
overthinking art
Honestly I hope you’re ok and I’m sorry you have to go through this but honestly I have never had someone describe the way I feel any better than you and actually it made be feel a lot better . Thank you xx
Kirstie Brown
Kirstie Brown Kun oldin
Girl!! The universe is screaming to you, LEAVE LA IT'S NOT FOR YOU! Youre a real girl living in a fake world... And unfortunately LA is filled with the fakest humans who will stand on anyone to get ahead.... Love and light to you girl, you got this!!! 💪💪💪
Kaitlinskarma Kun oldin
Sending love, Morgan. I relate so strongly to this, and it’s so scary when it doesn’t get better after a few days. I moved from LA to CO a few months ago and I’m really enjoying the different vibe here. Definitely feel like we would be friends. You’ve got this! :)
Jolisa Zuanich
Jolisa Zuanich Kun oldin
YOU ARE the MOST GOREGOUS person to EVER LIVE!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
genevieve 2 kun oldin
morgan please make a vid w Sarah basks I feel like you guys would have so much fun and really connect
Lindsey Cabales
Lindsey Cabales 2 kun oldin
i truly believe the only reason morgan is still in LA is because of ryland.. whether people think he's mean to her or not.. he cares about her & she cares about him. morgan has had so much growth within the past few years. i think she's going to realize soon is she belongs in colorado. she was glowing & thriving & you could see how happy she was being with her parents & grandma! morgan girl you got this!
Sophie Lafond
Sophie Lafond 2 kun oldin
I moved to California from Australia to be with my husband and Its been rough to make new friends, being 30 years old during a pandemic. I miss my family and old friends back in Australia. Its not easy moving to another state away from everything you knew, how do you even make genuine friends anymore? You are an amazing person Morgan and just know you aren't alone. Just keep being you mate.
just me
just me 2 kun oldin
I love to watch Morgan because she's one of the most beautiful people I've ever seen.
India kay
India kay 2 kun oldin
You need a kid like it'll be hard at first but my boys are my everything! I'm never alone they are there always ready to do anything from sleeping to the park n the laundry or sit in the bathroom with me while I cry they are so funny!!
Trash man
Trash man 2 kun oldin
We are crazy together !
Kat May
Kat May 3 kun oldin
Are you still friends with Trinity?
Marcus D
Marcus D 3 kun oldin
I ... main dishepitpop is r u fishypoot
Morganne Williams
Morganne Williams 3 kun oldin
Girl ur not stupid. Ur a beautiful soul and brave for talking about ur mental health. Everything will be ok. Much love from TN
Douglas Moore
Douglas Moore 3 kun oldin
Gurl, I want to be your friend. Seeing you feel so alone really resonates with me.
Urissee Gatdula
Urissee Gatdula 3 kun oldin
I personally think Morgan should move back to Colorado or anywhere not LA. I feel like being in California takes such a toll on people 😕 (I live in CA and was from IL) so I think I can relate to what Morgan might feel when you go back and forth to two different atmospheres. CA is so chaotic and so fast paced and so overwhelming. While Midwest or like just anywhere thats not so populated and so chaotic is so calm and you can take your time and you arent pressured or overwhelmed with that 'image' you have to keep up. Morgan seems so much more energetic and happy and carefree when she's around her family in Denver. Idk... as someone who's lived in California since I was in 6th grade (now 20) I fully know this is not the kind of state I want to live in. Planning on moving to WA because I felt so much more me there.
Lindsay Wade
Lindsay Wade 3 kun oldin
Macy Lee
Macy Lee 3 kun oldin
Not trying to be the religious nut or anything (also not trying to assume your belief or anything) but for me personally I always feel that pit in my stomach that I’m just not living to the fullest. Honestly without my relationship with God I would fully crumble. I’m not saying that this is the only way, but a lot of times when I feel like everything is wrong I just sit alone in my room, lights off, and just talk to God in the silence. It’s so relieving and I feel like he is listening and just holding my hand through it all. If you don’t believe in any of that I totally understand, but I hope that if you are open to that then it might help ❤️
rikke strikke
rikke strikke 3 kun oldin
you are amazing morgan, i feel you!
Coco Sanchez
Coco Sanchez 3 kun oldin
Omg the soul cycle story we are all bottom feeders 🤪
Wanderlust Rachel
Wanderlust Rachel 4 kun oldin
At 6:30 was that your cats paw behind your head by the nightstand? LOL
Meghan Freeman
Meghan Freeman 4 kun oldin
Thank you so much for this video. I have felt this way so many times it makes me feel no one is in the same boat or that no one will truly understand how you’re feel. You’re a strong confident woman and I love you!!
Salem 4 kun oldin
I literally started crying once she started crying while saying it’s okay. I can’t express how much I relate to this video. So glad you posted this ❤️
Corinthia Kessler
Corinthia Kessler 4 kun oldin
Damn it, Morgan made me realize I’m a simp friend too! I’ve lost four friends this year and each has killed me mentally more than any breakup has and it’s absolutely terrible. It’s such a frustrating and upsetting trait to be.
Alessia Croft
Alessia Croft 4 kun oldin
Morgan, MOVE FROM LA, we can see it’s not good for you and you are not that kind of thing person, your too good and honest for LA
Lexi Hernandez
Lexi Hernandez 4 kun oldin
If you come back to Colorado I’ll be your friend lol I have no friends either
Ems 4 kun oldin
I didn't want to watch this video when it first came out cause I thought it would just make me more sad. But it did the opposite! It made me feel less alone in what I'm feeling. Thank you!
Auntie PanPan
Auntie PanPan 4 kun oldin
The Universe is trying to tell you something! This 50 yr. old Orange County auntie loves ya! Zenhugz.
Sunny 4 kun oldin
I felt this on such a fundamental level
Stacey Janeway
Stacey Janeway 4 kun oldin
And see when you go through this you don't think anyone really gets it but I get it. I have been going through this since 2/22 and im turning 40 Saturday and I don't really know if thats it but I had to take off work because I just can't right now. I went to the dr and its not helping and im trying so hard and I have been alone for 8 years and I just don't know what to say. But thank you for sharing with ne that im not alone.
Stacey Janeway
Stacey Janeway 4 kun oldin
I cried too because I feel this way. I love you Morgan
Stacey Janeway
Stacey Janeway 4 kun oldin
Morgan, I have been going through this since 2/22 idk why but I just can't get out of it. Idk what to do. But it helps to know I'm not alone 🖤🖤🖤
Angel Schulze
Angel Schulze 5 kun oldin
Girl listen to “just like you” by nf. It helped me a lot and I think it could help you too!! ❤️
Lexi Hernandez
Lexi Hernandez 5 kun oldin
lol can i have the ones T 13:09 PLLLLLLEEEEEAAASSSEEEE
Erin Krening
Erin Krening 5 kun oldin
That soul cycle instructor has TOXIC energy. Maybe SHE'S THE BOTTOMFEEDER for being condescending/judgemental turd.
Aurora Tomchak
Aurora Tomchak 5 kun oldin
I’m going through the same thing man ): thank you for being vulnerable for us. This helped me a lot today 🥺❤️
ASS 5 kun oldin
Ur moms toast nuggets
Ok I’m sorry really off topic but WHERE DID U GET UR CREWNECK
Ur moms toast nuggets
Crying with a pile of clothes behind u.. mood
Erin Taylor
Erin Taylor 5 kun oldin
Thank you for showing us the raw emotions! So relatable! I've been there before.. sorry if I'm beating a dead horse, but have you looked into counseling/therapy? CBT can help you understand your emotions and change your mindset when you feel stuck. Just thinking of you and want you to feel your best!💕
Ellie Taylor
Ellie Taylor 5 kun oldin
Morgan you are so strong and brave to share all of your struggles with your mental health and I think you are doing a brilliant thing by helping to make people feel less alone xxx
Julia W
Julia W 5 kun oldin
“We simply have no other option than to figure it out, so here I am figuring it out. I hope you’re figuring it out, too.” As someone whose life has been completely flipped upside down in the last year, this is so real. Here’s to everyone struggling and figuring it out rn 💓
Viviene Coello
Viviene Coello 5 kun oldin
I loved your fashion show! I wanna see more of that!
Viviene Coello
Viviene Coello 5 kun oldin
I foresee Morgan getting into Yale, moving, and getting into great things! I love you Morgan! 🥰
Georgia 5 kun oldin
Aw this made me cry😢 I'm sorry you're going through this it sucks. Thank you for being so honest and showing the not so "seen" side of mental health. I feel like I'm in a similar place to you and it helps me feel less alone watching a video that I can deeply relate to. Good luck on your journey x
JennaBinx 6 kun oldin
We love you Morgan. Stay strong girl!❤💜❤💜❤💜
This is not the Droid your looking for
Are you still friends with Trinity?
Lacey Minogue
Lacey Minogue 6 kun oldin
You seem like such a genuine, caring person. Im happy to hear you are doing better compared to before. Hang in there. You are beautiful and deserve nothing but all the happiness :)
This is not the Droid your looking for
You need to move to Colorado!!! Your mental health needs it!
Kaitlan 6 kun oldin
Why do you live alone if you don’t like living alone? Why not find roommates?
Claire Taylor
Claire Taylor 6 kun oldin
Morgan you are so strong. You are such a beautiful person, and you radiate so much positivity in this world, you're too good for LA
Jenna P
Jenna P 6 kun oldin
Okay but like....red is your color
Lina Kos
Lina Kos 6 kun oldin
Dear Morgan! You are the most relatable person on this platform. Thank you for helping me relate to you on a personal level. I too had that horrible day on sunday where after that i fell ill with the flu bc i just wasn’t taking care of myself bc of stress, struggling with my too low of a weight to fill out any jean and i just wanna say.. i know it might be hard for you but yt is a big enough platform that you don’t need ig. I deleted it last year march and it really helped with me not comparing myself to anyone but embrace myself as crazy as i am and people tend to vibrate more to me. I made so many new friends and acquaintances that when i have those good days and i find the right outfit i light up places and then universe is just like look at her go. I know you can find your happiness and it’s just around the corner. Just find a way to see yourself as all of our friends because i bet that every girl and boy relating to this.. we could have a smores camping night in cabins and have a lit sleepover and just be human for a moment. So if you’re reading this ever, know that you are loved, supported and cherished. Even when you feel like you’re not. And remember kids, you’re 20% more attractive than you think you are! ❤️
Frida Genberg
Frida Genberg 6 kun oldin
I LOVE how real you are ❤️ You are amazing, hope you feel better ❤️ My friends left me because I have big dreams and I moved 1 hour car ride away with my (first ever) boyfriend and all of them are single. I just felt like if they can't be happy for me and supportive, I'd rather have no friends. Yeah it's sooo hard making new friends especially in a new city where you don't know anyone but you should never have friends that are not supportice and happy for you. ❤️
Breanna Jordan
Breanna Jordan 6 kun oldin
I love you ❤️
smile011 6 kun oldin
What you're going through is very familiar to me as well and many people go through. This is a void in our lives only God alone can fill. I recommend you to read a book "The Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren. Blessings and be safe!
Krissy Enchanted
Krissy Enchanted 6 kun oldin
Thank you for making this video, it helps me so much because I am going through something very similar
hazki 6 kun oldin
Girl stop apologizing for being human! This is the 1st video I've ever watched from you and I've subscribed Because you're so relatable! I really hope it gets better for you!
K Jayanth
K Jayanth 6 kun oldin
Nice video keep it up make more related videos
Trevor N
Trevor N 6 kun oldin
I love you so much Morgan. I wish I was a close friend aghhhhh you deserve to be happy! You have such a loving family, and friends you need look at that more. We ALL love you girly, why you think we always come back and to continue supporting you. ALSO YOU HOT AFFFF BBIITTTCCCCHHHHHHHH LOVE YAAAAAA SIS ❣️🥰
Vanessa V
Vanessa V 6 kun oldin
Morgan dear. You’re depressed. You need to find yourself a good doctor and the right meds. 🥺💕💜🧡
Vanessa V
Vanessa V 6 kun oldin
Ahhh you Said no to the sunglasses that really suited you 😶
Vanessa V
Vanessa V 6 kun oldin
Morgan you don’t have to give away stuff to gain happiness. I really Wanna give you a covid Safe hug Right now 🥺
Vanessa V
Vanessa V 6 kun oldin
Morgan you could actually step up your therapy game - go 2-3 times a week. As in depth therapy. Maybe moving in with someone else would be good for you too. 🙏 you got this!! And honestly even if you don’t - that’s ok. You don’t have to be fine. You can feel all the feels and still be a great person. You’re actually growing right now - your soul - your self awareness - you re all growing. This is your path to becoming you. The real you. And I’m grateful you’re being so open and vulnerable about it. 💜
Blue 6 kun oldin
I think holding on to things good or bad is normal. I think a lot of people are going through it right now. Some days I turn in the worst version of my school work ever and some other days I act out and stay in bed and end up calling myself a garbage human. I have no clue what’s happening lol, I’m just here.
Eszra Falcontail
Eszra Falcontail 6 kun oldin
I get it and I feel for her but.....when people replace the word GOD with the word "universe" 🙄. The universe was created by a consciousness...this was God. Some people just get to manipulated by all this new age "the secret" stuff that doesnt have room for mistakes, pain or any form of negative outburst which is just human. We are loved anyway and we get a new chance every second of the day. Also: get out of LA
Diana Marlene Lemus Figueroa
I swear you are so freaking beautiful like I can g even and I feel every single word you said it gets very hard at times and it's true you never know what someone else is carrying but you also have to prioritize YOU it's hard but not impossible my lovely ❤️
Saud Alsanad
Saud Alsanad 7 kun oldin
I freakin love u
my REAL big family
my REAL big family 7 kun oldin
No actually you put those on and you get like 12 points hotter js
Katie Altieri
Katie Altieri 7 kun oldin
I absolutely love how vulnerable you get and you don't show the "perfect life" You are so real! I hate that you have to deal with mental health struggles but you are so inspiring and make me feel better when I'm going through similar issues
NS 7 kun oldin
girl I relate to this so much. depression is so hard.
Madeleine Kokiri
Madeleine Kokiri 7 kun oldin
I have some advice that honestly has helped me learn to love myself.. when I never did before. Whenever you catch yourself making even the tiniest self deprecating comment, say out loud "No. I am not ___." Maybe replace it with something like "I'm just being silly. I'm having an off day. & It's okay." Even if you don't believe it at that moment, rewiring what you say out loud about yourself to be more positive (or even just less critical) truly helps, even if it takes a long time. It's OK. One step at a time. 💕 I'm here for you, I love all of your work. Thank you for being you.
Madeleine Kokiri
Madeleine Kokiri 7 kun oldin
Hello angel. 💕 I just want to say that I am going through the same painful transition, && I promise it gets better.. I am just holding out for a few more months, I know things will change.. I am proud of you, you are not alone. 🌹 Thank you for helping me feel less misunderstood, too. Much love. 💜
KristaLee Raffaelli
Maybe you should write a book!
KristaLee Raffaelli
I wanna be your friend!
KristaLee Raffaelli
Also Morgan. You're fucking normal okay. Idk if you know that but you're beyond normal. You're exquisite most humans are fucking unconscious (not self aware AT ALLL) dumb asses! You're self aware and smart and I just wish I could make you feel more confident in yourself cause you're a star
KristaLee Raffaelli
You're a beauty.. your sensitive soul radiates good vibes much farther than you think you could imagine! And this inspires me, how brave to just put your shit out there, I'm glad you have!
SagitarianGypsy 7 kun oldin
U should move from La....ur not that bishhhh anymores yano
SagitarianGypsy 7 kun oldin
I wish I could give u a hug!!!!! I love u!! Ur great and I wish I had a friend like u lol...not creepy at all! 🤪😝🤗🙌
Ruth Torres
Ruth Torres 7 kun oldin
I just want you to know I’ve felt exactly what your going through several times and I’m only 26. But good times are coming! Your energy is beautiful and will attract good people around you! 💖
PeachyJacky 7 kun oldin
Your a very sweet, kind hearted, humble person Morgan, It breaks my heart when I hear you trying ur very best to push urself to appreciate life everyday and find purpose within urself. All I can say is that what if, just my personal opinion, the emptiness u feel in ur heart and soul, or the missing piece within you is Jesus. I know other people will say other things, but just think about it, It’s not a coincidence that Every single person knows the name of Jesus weather they believe in him or not, I mean, even you say out of ur own mouth God this or God that, he’s there, patiently waiting for you to open ur heart to him 🤲 💟 I Just Pray you at least give him a chance and just see if anything happens or anything changes in ur life, you’ll be Amazed how much ur Eyes, Heart, and Soul will see and Truly feel 🤍✨I tell you, it’s just soo eye opening, Refreshing, and a Breaking Free inner feeling!!! 💫 it’s Truly Amazing, you got nothing to lose Morgan, but Everything to Gain 💝🌟 Praying for You and Everyone who comes across this comment. I Promise, I Normally don’t do this text message thing, but who knows, maybe God gave me the Courage to do it for a reason 🙏😉
Bree Strong
Bree Strong 7 kun oldin
I feel you dude. I've been stuck in a new state since the pandemic started and have no friends still. I'm super lonely. I'm going to dinner and the movies alone now. It shouldn't be this hard... But maybe just a trial I have to endure to become better. I know you'll prevail, Morgan. You ARE a great person and the universe will always care for you. I send you love , distant friend. Thank you for posting ! Helps fill my void
Sara Dugger
Sara Dugger 7 kun oldin
I feel this on so many levels. Thank you for sharing. I totally understood everything you said. One thing you said about it it zips it doesn't mean it fits. Yes, I finally excepted that about me. You're beautiful inside and out. Sometimes we just have to talk it out and cry. You did it and you don't realize how you're helping others too with vlogs like these. Thanks 🖤
Chaitali Sarkar
Chaitali Sarkar 7 kun oldin
I can feel you... It's not easy to go through depression
aola wili
aola wili 7 kun oldin
“I’m getting rid of things, I have too much clutter” “Should I get a pool for my room?!”
sarah psuedonym
sarah psuedonym 7 kun oldin
its okay to be not okay when things are fine!! you don't need a bad situation to justify your feelings! it's them chemicals in your brain meat!! reach out!!
sarah psuedonym
sarah psuedonym 7 kun oldin
for all of you out there with ze mental illness and going to college, get in contact with your disability board and your professors. Even if you can't get a pass from your college, professors are pretty understanding if you just communicate what's up. sincerely, a depressed bitch in a top ten college
aola wili
aola wili 7 kun oldin
Are you still friends with Trinity?
Rachael Proffitt
Rachael Proffitt 7 kun oldin
Love you in the red dress!!!!
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